OK so I hope to tell you what it is like to be on a buy with me. May the neuroses begin. I got up this morning at 5 and Nelson was to pick me up at 5:30. I spend 20 minutes saying goodbye to each child and saying prayers over them so that leaves next to no time to get ready. Rule # 1 don't care what you look like. This leaves you with extra brain power to be creative. Most of the trip to the airport I am trying to think of ways to get out of the trip. It is so hard to leave my children. It is a tearing process and it hurts. Waiting for the plane to board everyone is excited but me. I don't get excited until we land. It is a waste of energy I know but I can't seem to shake it off.